Sunday, January 22, 2012

Why Me?

Wow. What a day it has been. I finally had finished my supplement video for Emerson and i posted it on facebook. It's not my first youtube video so i was expecting the typical person to comment on it or maybe just give it a thumbs up... ya know, maybe 2 or 3? Instead it was an ambush. The feedback was incredible, and i couldnt even keep up with it. it took me a solid few hours just to get back to everybody. People have been sharing it around and for the first time... i feel like i really did something to open some eyes. Its been such a cool day and it really feels awesome to move people like this. Apparently some people have cried but at the same time felt awesome at the end. I'm just so thankful I was able to do this and the fact that people are actually giving it a chance means the absolute world to me. What a day it has been... what a day it has been. I think I'm finally starting to scratch the surface of why I am on this Earth in the first place, and there is nothing more satisfying than that. However, this is only the beginning. Must not lose perspective on any of it...

Saturday, January 14, 2012


Instead of hanging out with all my old high school friends over winter break, I ended up getting left out of anything and everything they did because of some of the things I believe in and how I go about to live my life. Instead of drinking and partying every night and being... "social", i spent anywhere from 2-8 hours a day playing piano getting lost in the music and finding a lot of peace. At the end of the day, I don't need friends, and I don't need family, for music will provide all the love I need. The sense of creativity inside of me is growing strong with time and it's the best feeling in the world. The journey to find out what else is inside of me continues. What makes me happiest of all is that, while not many people appreciate what I am doing, there are those that I can share this creativity with, that do get it, as I do. Those are the people that I truly love and will be friends for life with. To share this sort of spark and inspiration is the whole meaning behind it to begin with. For this, I'm thankful. For them, I'm thankful. There will be more of these up pretty soon, but for now, this is where I've been and what I've been doing and working on for the past month. Well... not just this but this is one of a few and easily one of my favorites. Hope you enjoy!